How Stupid it Was

Oh, what had I said, and how I had strived,
To show you I mean it, do you remember?
Long messages and texts and so much of talk,
So many other fights, so much of proof.
Now I laugh, when I think over it,
What was I doing, how mad was I then?
Didn’t I see right through it,
The foolishness that I was pursuing?
And look at us, now how we are,
Not an inch different from how we were then,
Then what did I strive for, and what did I achieve,
What did I do, oh what did I do?

We stopped talking, and then we talked again,
I stopped loving, and then I loved again,
Oh, how did that other girl suffer,
Who kissed me one night, knowing we weren’t we?
And how did that guy fight, knowing nothing would change,
How did people take sides, do you remember?
How I lost so many friends, then gained all of them,
And how everything went an entire circle?

Do you know something though, I really did love you.
It doesn’t matter at all now, no, it doesn’t.
But still you should know, yes, you should,
That I meant it then, every single word.
Now how we are, I know we’ll remain so,
Then we were, no we are, and forever will be,
There were some pages in the book that I wanted to read,
But then, may be the unfinished book has its own beauty.

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